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Kuwait ..

2009-05-16T06:26:00.001-07:00

Eyak Wal Ya2s Men Wa6anik ..

A New Project!

2009-05-14T11:54:00.000-07:00

Hello once again, I know it's boring to read whining posts and complaining, but have you ever tried looking cheerful when u're actually crying inside, calm from the outside and screaming deep inside, barely smiling to keep people out of the picture, so that no one notices what is really going on.. I think it's time to stop and realize that change should happen. I'm gonna start working on a project that involves me. It's time I worked on "The New Me".

"The New Me" is stronger, wiser, and optimistic. I'm not going to let my feeling run me over or drive me to think with my heart, it's like my brain has no control over me, I've lost grip of wisdom. Optimism.. this part is the hardest right now, my friend that I talked about in the previous posts has agreed to do the surgery, his surgery is going to be in August, he thinks that he may not live till august, but here's where positive thinking takes place, in order to keep him going and keep him holding on, I need to give him hope. I'm about to fall into pieces right now, I feel useless and jaded. I want to make a change.. but one step at a time..

If you were to change, working on the new you.. what would you change?

Change..?!

2009-05-10T12:05:00.000-07:00

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I Apologize ;>

2009-05-03T08:54:00.000-07:00

First thing's first, I know I haven't posted anything for ages, and I admit I stopped reading your guys' blogs and I apologize sincerely! The reason is that I was a wreck, yes I understand that it's not a good enough excuse but I was swamped! Here's the thing.. I'm fed up of putting a fake smile on my face and pretend everything is okay, I'm tired of being nice! I'm done being nice.. do you know how hard it is to care about someone so much but in the end something happens and changes everything.. When you know u're not wrong but everything falls on ur head anyways? when they make mistakes and you keep giving them chances? you keep forgetting the bad things and focus on the good ones? you forgive and pretend that it's okay when it's not? But then you reach ur limit! this is my limit and I've reached it .. I think I lost one of my best friends.

The second thing that's killing me is one of the closest people I know is giving up! my friend had been suffering heart problems since birth and from one surgery to another, there's a surgery coming up soon, Its survival rate is 40% and if he doesn't do this surgery he's gonna stay sick all his life. Although he has a 40% chance of surviving I want him to hold on to that percentage! I'm scared and I'm pretty sure he feels the same too. How can you tell someone everything is gonna be okay when you don't know that? how can you give someone hope when they've already lost it? how can you make that person fight? I want him to fight!

I have more things to talk about.. and if I kept them inside I'm pretty sure I'll fall apart.

Wishlist (I)

2009-01-02T11:15:00.000-08:00

Okay here goes..

1~ Superman Pullover.. 2~ Pink Sony cyber shot 10 mega pixels

3~ Sony Ericsson W960 Touch screen

4~ Pink Sony Vaio

5~ Vera Wang Handbag ..

6~ Jimmy Choo Shoe! which i'm not planning to wear..

7~ do you guys know a shipment service other than aramex?

No Resolutions, No Plans!

2009-01-01T04:19:00.000-08:00

Happy new year everyone ;D!

I'm glad '08 is over, it's been a rough year, let's all hope 2009 gets better. As for my resolutions, I have none and I'm not planning to make a list at all. What's the point of making a list of new years resolutions and end up doing something completely opposite. For me this year started off well judging the first day, and I have a feeling it's gonna be a good one.

Oh yeah, my family just got back from London, man I've missed them! They brought back tons of new clothes thanks guys;*

You know the part where I said I have no resolutios, well instead I'm gonna make my wishlist for this year which I'm planning to buy. Wishlist sounds much more fun than resolutions!

Do you guys have new year resolutions? have you kept any?

New Moon

2008-12-08T10:44:00.000-08:00

Hey All, Awal shay..

3eedkom Imbarak o 3asakom Min il 3aydeen o ilfayzeen ya rab ;*

second, I was reading "New Moon" again, and I'm about to finish it finally right noonie? ;p anyway, as I was reading I came past a sentance that just made me stop and right it down on a piece of paper..

"One thing I truly knew was how love gave someone the power to break you. I'd been broken beyond repair"

Another sentance I noted down was,

"I'd lost too much already.. would fate take the last few shreds of peace left behind?"

that's all for now, wallah I miss you guys bas 7ady i've been busy so i3thirooony;* .. oh and does anyone know where mo3ath is?! his blog 9ar 9akha ..

Cash or Knet?

2008-12-01T10:19:00.000-08:00

Heeey ya'll ;*

I know I haven't been posting much lately, it's been crazy! plus I haven't had much time on my hands, all I want is my cozy bed after a long day of work. Anyways here's what happened today.

Today was one of the days that me and my friends have, where all we have is our Knet in our wallets no cash. We were so hungry and wanted to have lunch at macdonalds, we dropped by at macdonalds - kaifan.

Pilipino Dude: Hello maaaaaam .. ur order plz?
Me: Yeah Hello, Can I have 2 big Mac extra cheese, medium meal, and one Mac chicken med meal
Pilipino Dude: Okaaaay mam .. all coke?
Me: Yes plz :)
Pilipino Dude: That will be 3.900 mam :)
S: *Gets out her Knet out*
Pilipino Dude: No maaaaam the Knet machine doesn't work!
Me & M *get out our wallets to check for cash*
NO CASH!

Shit ..?

Me: Okay where can we find an ATM machine here?
Pilipino Dude: at the end of the road ..
Me: Okay we'll be back ;p

* This is us going to the end of the road .... *

M: Oh look Pizza hut..
S: Let's eat at pizza hut
Me: yeah okay ;p

* We enter *

Me: Hello :D Do you guys take Knet? We dont have cash :D!
Pilipino Dudett: Yeah maaaaam :D
Us: Cool ;p

* We sat there .. We ordered .. We talked a little .. *

Me: SHIT!!
S and M: What's wrong???
Me: I Forgot to move my car!! 9akaaaaa 3ala wa7ed! I have to go move it!

* We stood up and headed to the door *

Pilipino dudett: where are you going?
Me: we need to move the car it's parked behind someone!
Pilipino dudett: oh okaay mam .. but u have to pay first, restaraunt policy
Me: okay okay sure :$

* we paid .. and headed back to where we first came from! *

I moved the car and went all the way around Nady ilq8 to go to the parking lot in front of pizza hut, we found parking spaces which were a bit far away from the restaurant, they weren't good enough for us, so we headed forward.. guess what! there's no place to park! ;/ I took another round around nady ilq8! and parked far away from pizza hut..

* We walked back and ate finally!*

and starbucks dudes witnessed everything :$

Ps: Amu, I was studying chemistry and in chemistry Amu stands for molar mass. Just thought to throw that in ;p

9akha..?

2008-11-24T09:31:00.000-08:00

Hello hello, I'm back from midterms and here are some of my updates..

1- I'm a lousy driver I get it! and I hate it when guys find it funny!

2- I had two midterms in one day and 15 mins break between both, one was in kaifan and the other was in khaldiya, a miracle happened, I got there on time for the second midterm.

3- That's about it I think ;s

Yeah that's all! Nothing new I guess ;/

Peace ;)

2008-11-06T23:37:00.000-08:00

Since midterms are coming, I have nothing to post. This is a painting I painted a year back using oil paint, and it's called "Road To Peace"

Dude .. Ladies First!!!

2008-11-02T07:45:00.000-08:00

Hey, I'm beginning to realize something here in kuwait, the "Ladies First Concept" doesn't exsist, most of the time ya3ny.. bas fe guys wallah 3al 3ain o il ras yi7tarmoon that rule ;p

I was walking with my friend S ray7een ta3baneeen 7adna, we wanted to sit on the bench awal ma il nas ily kanaw ga3deen mishaw, we were heading towards it shway o niga3ad wila iyiy wa7ed so faaaaaaast o ga3ad! 7ata ma iltifat 3alaina wala shay as if he didn't do anything wrong! ily 7awalaina kilhom 9ar feehom wtf?? wigafna ana o my friend imtan7eeeeen! Did he really just do that? yahaaal i7na wila shno??

I couldn't talk to him in person bas here's what i'm gonna say:

Ista7 3ala waaaayhik! banaaat yayeen yig3idoooon o thier feet tithbaaa7hom min il maaashy o thier cheeks 9ayreen so red min il 7ar! shlooon tig3ad o t6aaanish-hom! Not only did u not respect the concept of ladies first, you created a whole new level of meaness, you're mean!!

Finally ..

2008-10-30T10:11:00.000-07:00

Finally the weekend came, It's been a long week as usual, bas il weather im5afif il ta3ab so it's better this way, ana ta3bana o feeny il noom o gafalt, and the headache is killing me. I'm really having a headache problem it's driving me nuts, wallah it feels like the top of my skull is about to fall off ;/ as soon as the week starts the headache comes! (panadol does nothing) I became amune to it or something.

Ps. to whom I'm talking to, thanks for fixing my msn, you rock!

Yaaay! =D

2008-10-29T10:15:00.000-07:00

The wheather is AWESOME! Finally that vanilla late season is coming, can't wait for winter! as for the rain, I like those really light drops of rain, but when it comes to heavy rain uukh that just depresses me, and pisses me off, ista'3farallah I know ina i'm not supposed to feel that way, bas ybaaahthil il rain! what really annoys me is the puddles of water that form in the ground, it ruins my shoes!

Okay and here's something totally unrelated, I read one of akabane's posts and he had a pic that was almost like the one i'm gonna show you, I was driving in the parking lot searching for a place to park, when i passed a car that had this inside and I said to myself why not post it ..

Top 3 Embaressing Moments

2008-10-28T10:28:00.000-07:00

I tend to fall in embaressing situations each day, apparently I'm a magnet. Here's the top 3 moments that happened the past few weeks..

#1: After the elections in uni, my friend and I drove to the fir3 beside the collage wanting to fetch two bottles of water, we arrived at the counter and the guy said "120 fils" I said "okay wait, 5al a6ali3 5ardity" I had all those 5arda that I wanted to get rid off! But there was a guy behind me waiting for his turn, so i descided to be polite and told the guy to y7asib 3ala ma ayami3 my 5arda, 7saba kan 120 fils too, so he descided to pay for both of us! I was like .. "uuuhh la2 3ady ana adfa3 ;/" but he insisted! he laughed and left .. I didn't get the chance to say thanks ;s

#2: I know a girl called E that has short hair, walks like a guy, some ppl say she's a tomboy, but i have nothing against her, she's a friend of mine.. So I was walking in the hallway bil jam3a and I saw this person coming close at first I thaught it was E .. I stood there staring .. and I almost said " Hii E Shlooooo..." and then I shut my mouth when I noticed that it was a guy! I didn't even see his expression I couldn't imagine how angry he looked ;s

#3: I was sitting with my friend waiting for my lecture and we were surrounded with guys all around, we kept silent for a while when my friend comes to me from the back and says "Boo!" in my ears, I jumped and kinda screamed ;s an awkward silence took place faj2aaa .. the guys all looked at me and laughed! I was so embaressed .. uuukhh my face turned red, then purple and probably blue too ;/

What's your most embaressing moment?

Miss Smarty Pants

2008-10-27T08:54:00.000-07:00

I don't know how to start a post! If you guys noticed almost all of my posts start with either "Hey Guys" or "Hello" or any sort of greeting, so yeah I think I might have a problem with that. I try to change my intro each time, and think long and deap to come up with a creative start ;p unfortunately nothing good comes up.. so here I am explaining..

I hope I'm not boring you guys to death, but I'm being "little miss smarty pants" lately and I'm loving it ;p lol take a look at my AutoCAD practice problems .. I'm really enjoying it (so far) ;p

bas when it comes to calculus at3ayaz ;p uuukh Calculus A,B and now C! I actually thaught there wasn't any math left after Calculus B, I mean seriously I felt like I could solve any question in math after completing that course.. okay enough of that ;s

All I see is Sin, Cos, Limit and Integrals .. so I better go out and take a drive and come back.. let's see where my car leads me, oh yeah I saved my address on the navigator just incase I go to shari3 il 7ob bil '3ala6 ;p

See ya ;p

Broken - Lifehouse

2008-10-26T06:34:00.000-07:00

Broken by Lifehouse.. It's been a week now o i'm playing this song over and over in the car, even when I'm out with my sisters, we'd sing the chorus out loud min kithir ma nindimij feeeha.. I got it from grey's anatomy.. You guys should listen to it ..

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing, with a broken heart =)
Hope you guys like the song =*

My Heart in The Open..

2008-10-25T06:25:00.000-07:00

I've read many love posts on blogger, and this isn't one of them. It's been a while now since I've posted something interesting; in fact it's been ages since I commented on ur guys blogs. My previous weeks have been stressful, tiring and way too much work, I'd stay all week looking forward to a peaceful weekend, and when it finally comes, again nothing changes.

The bright thing is I have you.. yeah you've taken a whole lot of that stress away, I've almost lost you once and I'm hoping that won't happen again, I used to be scared of what might happen in the future or what would stand in our way, but you kept on giving me hope.. I just realized that you're my source of energy, you're the one who's keeping me going.. I'm not trying to sound cheesy but when I hear people talking that way I used to think it was lame, it's not.

Okay, now I've said what I had going on in my head, I'll update you guys in my future posts hopefully.

Ps: I know I haven't been seen around lately, but I'll be back as soon as my mood changes back to normal, its way up the scale, I've been suffering from "mood swings" severely!

Title..?

2008-10-19T11:24:00.000-07:00

Hii Once again, It's 9:27 exactly. I know it's before 10 but my eyes are about to explode, I'm exsausted, 7ady ta3bana o feeny il nooooom!

Uff maly 5ilg aktib shay kilish .. bas I Have two mawaqif 9aratly this week which I wanted to write about, unfortunatley I'm not in the mood of writing!

okay.. here's something totally unrelated..

Marag Bamya.. Is it the kind of wajba takloonha ib mazaaaj? or immediatley tyo3oon when u see it infront of u?

S: ufff '3adana marag bamya ilyoom! omy tgool itha ma tabeen iklay min bara..
Me: shfeeha il bamya @@
S: la yabeelha mazaaaj!
Me: min 9jich? awal ma tshimeen ree7at il bamya tyooo3eeen il mafrooth
S: laaa ;s
Me: ;D

huh..?

Good Night;*

Hiyaaaaaaaaaaaaa..!!

2008-10-16T08:49:00.000-07:00

Irfa3o il rayaaat il 9afra ya3lamoooon

In Na7no il Mostaqilla qadimoooon

Hiya Hiya .. Hiya Mostaqila!

I've realized something.. I might be a little over hyper about the elections this year unlike the past year, It just got to me! Since I got used to the whole "Vote Mostaqilla" quote I might join them next year, yeah yeah I know u guys are gonna say "Shlich bhal sowalif .. a5er shay mara7 yfozoon" or "bacher tikbireen o ti'67ikeen 3ala nafsich" But it's a great experience and entering extra ciriculem activities is HEALTHY!

And about the "Hiya" part.. 3ilmiya LOST!! Wohooooooooooooooo (a)! Wait a go Handasiah! I was really happy for them! "laqad iktasa7taw 9anadeeq il handasa" mo hathy tashje3atkom ilyoom? ;p Ygoloon the difference was about 142 9oot between Handasiah and 3ilmiya..

I Took some pics..

And then comes poor 'ole 3ilmiya ..

Last but not least, Hard Luck guys..

10 Updates..

2008-10-12T09:23:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone, here's some updates..

1- Msn messenger Beta is the worst version I've ever used, I ended up deleting it entirely and downloading the older version

2- I really really wish mostaqilla wins this year either jam3iya or iti7ad, we need some change! I2tilafiya is taking that place in the iti7ad for 30 years and start talking about thier injazat, yeah well those are things u're obligated to do and I'm fed up of thier blabering..

3- "New Moon" I still didn't get through the 3rd chapter! There's no time, I usually read before going to sleep, It's the only time I feel like reading, but lately I can't wait to put my head on the pillow to SLEEP!

4- My friend got into a car accident.. but she's fine thank god;* that stupid other girl was just so '3asheema o my friend kalat-ha!

5- My laptop kan y3alig wayed o thiba7ny and you guys suggested an update everyonce in a while, I took that in account and started the updates. I ended up with no audio output device! I got so mad at the time, god bless u google! Ofcourse I googled how to restore the audio and I did wohooo (a)!

6- I'm watching il wa6an just praying and hoping li2tilafiya ma yfozooon this time .. again I have nothing against them! but they're too proud widy bas ythogoon il 5asara ;D

7- I'm planning to gain 4 kilos god knows how! I just need those 4 kilos ;/

8- Why can't Izzie and alex admit that they love each other! They belong together anyways! Derek and maradeth are getting on my nerves!

9- I'm out of stuff to say lol

10- Oh yeah, I have the cutest old doctor ever! He's so sweet! Kil kilma o il thanya he says "barak allah feech" noo3a kuwaity 3ateeeeeej ;p o la tismi3oona yitkalam english!
zooo'3a ;p

that's all for now see you guys;*

Four Seasons

2008-10-09T10:17:00.000-07:00

So this post is about mo3ath's suggestion! "Four seasons"

Mo3aaaaaaaaaaaaaath!! Was it a dagga? kan 7aaaaaami'6 7ail 7aail .. eezee wig6a3 ;)! halmara ana agoolik 3ala thimity ;p

Life Saver..!

2008-10-08T10:47:00.000-07:00

Hey y'all;*

So let's start this post by saying that today was one of those days that my wallet only carried a quarter KD and a bunch of filses or filsss .. lol what's the plural of fils? anyways, My friend S had half a KD and today was one of those long days, with late hour scheduals where we finish at 6pm. We couldn't just stay all day not eating anything from the cafateria.. So we went to what we call the "life saver" !

Yup, that's right fatoosh! Allah ydeeeem il ri59 wallah! "One 9amoon falafil for me and One bi6a6 o badiyan for S" .. "Oh yeah and two pepsi" after ordering we started to put or 7a6iya and seeing how much we have!

Yeah thank god we had 750 fils ;$ the wierd thing is we both get broke at the same time! and the hand model would be S ;D

Okay so we went back to jam3a cuz we had a lecture, after it was over we were so thirsty! we wanted water so badly! so we got out all the 5arda we had 5's,10's,20's! we finally managed to collect 300 fils ;p

WATER!! we can afford two bottles of water ;$!! Umbaaaaih infashil wallah .. next time i shouldn't go out the house without money.. it's way too embaressing.. o yeah and once i went out driving without credit .. i ended up in a car accident and wanted to call my dad! How on earth am i gonna tell my dad ;/ so the indian guy started shouting at me (i was wrong) but he still wasn't supposed to shout! i told him "3aaa6ny telephone mal inta!" he was like "laish mama??" lol he was so scared and the look on his face was mo3abira 7aail .. i was scared too!! so i told him not to worry "baba mal ana wayid zaain inta la y5ooof" damn! I'm good at comforting arn't I? ;p and i called my dad "yubaaa bsir3a ta3al da3aaamt ma3indy ra9eed ;$" and it was like a joke to my dad .. all he did was make fun of me all day! ;/

I drove safely back home today ;p

That's it for today folks.. I gotta go do my homework.. blah blah radaina ;p see ya soon o good night;**

Tangled Up in You ;*

2008-10-07T08:42:00.000-07:00

Tangled Up in you - Staind

You're My World The Shelter From The Rain You're The Pills That Take Away My Pain You're The Light That Helps Me Find My Way You're The Words When I Have Nothing To Say And In This World Where Nothing Else Is True Here I Am Still Tangled Up In You I'm Still Tangled Up In You Still Tangled Up In You You're The Fire That Warms Me When I'm Cold You're The Hand I Have To Hold As I Grow Old You're The Shore When I Am Lost At Sea You're The Only Thing That I Like About Me And In This World Where Nothing Else Is True Here I Am Still Tangled Up In You I'm Still Tangled Up In You How Long Has It Been Since This Storyline Began And I Hope It Never Ends And Goes Like This Forever In This World Where Nothing Else Is True Here I Am Still Tangled Up In You Tangled Up In You I'm Still Tangled Up In You Still Tangled Up In You

This post is dedicated to Nani;*

All For Nothing

2008-10-06T12:15:00.000-07:00

BOO! Hey all.. So I've been going to jam3a for 2 days know since we started and none of the doctors came so it's all just for nothing.. the only thing i got out of all this was seeing my friends after the long vacation.. My day in pics..?

Oh yeah today I just have one lecture and it's in Kaifan.. lol I had to take an elective it's "Thaqafa Islamiya" and in Sharee3a! It took us half an hour to find the class.. my friend and I got a lot of the from head to toe look! we didn't care ;D The doctor didn't come .. that's a surprise ;p

So we descided to get some juice from kaifan .. look at the za7ma there!

Anyways we went back to khaldiya, we didn't find a parking spot.. that's something new not, we ended up parking in different places, S parked beside the fir3 and I parked way back of the parking lot.. when it came to the end of the day we had to walk all they way in that hot wheather with our high heals .. man that gave us a flash back of the first year ;p

so that's it for now i guess.. when will winter come? I'm craving a vanilla late with the cold freezing wheather ;D

Just Another Day

2008-10-05T11:15:00.000-07:00

Hello, So we're back to where ever we belong! Work, collage, school.. uuuuggghh! I didn't want that vacation to end, cuz i'm not ready to start another year of hard work, test, midterms, quizzes, labs, long late hours, getting back home at 6 pm, waking up at 6 am.. and way more.. But we have to do it anyways right?

Okay so some of my fellow bloggers asked me to post the tshirts i drew on .. take a look ;)

Adventure!!

2008-10-03T12:00:00.000-07:00

I know I've been posting alot lately .. I just have alot going on!

So here's the thing, I've been driving for almost 10 months now, and I'm an idiot when it comes to directions and how to reach places. I can't find the difference between 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th or 5th ring road! I don't even know where they lead to. I go by the "fi6ra" as my mum says.

So here I am going to take my sister to 3dailiya knowing how to go ofcourse it's not so hard. The problem I faced was with the way back. I used to know a way back but my mum taught me a supposedly easier way! well wasn't easy .. it was the reason i got LOST!!

I was going the right way as i thought I was .. then i realized that I drove past the turn to my man6aqa! wi9alt share3 dimashq!! Here i started to panic .. I called my dad he told what to do .. so i diid it .. i think ? but then I ended up agaaaain in demascus street! okay so then my mum jumped in to give me a way back .. i got lost even more!! wi9alt il nizha ;s

Then my dad took the phone and asked me where I was I told him where excatly .. he started laughing!! "DAD WHAT"S WRONG??" he said .. "Basich gaazzz ib share3 il 7ob" i started crying! I wannaaaaa go back home!! then he told me to focus and stop the dalaaa3 .. and i did .. I finally did what he said and got safley back home! ;$

Embaressing! Anyways that's about it .. see u ;*

"Kids" Day Out ..

2008-10-02T14:00:00.000-07:00

Hey All.. I wanna make one thing clear, I hate going out on 3eed, no way! But here's the thing... Being the eldest I have to take my younger siblings out, although I hated it so much I had to do it anyways cuz my aunt called and said she needed my help to take her kids TOO with her of course :D. I had no problem with the kids at all, I actually had fun.. but IN 3EED is what's bothering me... Everywhere is just crowded and I'm not good with crowds.. I suffocate ;p

They wanted to go play somewhere.. First they suggested "7adeeqat iL Shi3ib" NO WAY too much 3agad there .. second it was "Madeenat il tarfeehiya" again NO WAY too far .. so they suggested "7awali park" witch was still a bad choice .. anyways we all agreed (against my will) so we went ..

First of all I want to say .. IT WAS A NIGHTMARE! please .. a guy sticks to my back an whispers the words "fe majal?" SERIOUSLY?? do ppl still use that word? or did any one use it period! I jumped and almost peed my pants from how close he was .. DUDE DISTANCE!! I slide away from him .. as he kept annoying me .. I was swearing in my mind and going F**** you F**** you! he finally found out that i'm totally not interested! I gathered the kids and went to another game .. until we were finally done ..

As we were walking out we had to go through a bunch of ppl who were huge .. i mean literally huge! I tried walking through them but i couldn't! When this guy shouts out "3a6ooooooha majal tamshy brooo7a 6oolha 9antiyaaaain" i stood there so offended! yet appreciated what he did sorta? ;/

It's been a long long long day .. and i'm tired.. I'm gonna go watch grey's anatomy eat my mac chicken and go to sleep .. good night ;*

One Whole Hour!

2008-09-29T11:51:00.000-07:00

First, 3eeeeeeeeedkom Imbaraaaaaak! 3asakom Min iL 3aydeen o il Fayzeen Inshallah ;**

Second, il za7ma ilyooooooom bil jam3iya "MO 9IJ" (ma7ib il word) bas 9ij wallah it's amazing, awal mara ashoof chithy .. imagine i got out of the house at 8:45 and didn't get back home ila at 9:49! The shari3 wasn't moving .. take a look ..

And yes, I was going the wrong side ;$ only because the other line was JAMMED! man.. I'm home finally .. now I need to get ready for bacher .. see ya all soon ;*

Totally Random

2008-09-27T09:40:00.000-07:00

Hey guys long time no see! Well for me at least, it seems like forever since I've posted anything.. just gonna tell u what I've been upto ..

I've been watching "9era3 3ala il remal" the main character was almost dead, I got so damn depressed, but thank got he didn't die :$

cooking is going well, I learned some good stuff the past month ;p

9alat lijyaaam o laheen bil 3ashr il awaaa5er.. allah yistijeeb da3watna o da3watkom inshallah ;*

I just formated my laptop and it's worst than it was before ;s y3alig waaayed!

Here's something good.. I started drawing again, but not on paper ;p on tshirts..

Grey's anatomy season 4 people! I want it so bad!! I tried downlaoding torrent.. it's taking for ever ;/

I'm confused.. something is bothering me.. not really focused! (upcoming post ..)

That's about it so far ;/

Mashift-ha!

2008-09-24T08:18:00.000-07:00

Hardluck! 2-0 3ad ;/

Mashift-ha qameee'6a I was asleep!

Qadsia 0 - 2 Urwa

Near Death Experience!

2008-09-21T08:08:00.000-07:00

Long story short.. I'm gonna skip some details just to get straight to the point. I knew a girl called Z who had a boyfriend called Y, her boyfriend has a friend called M. They all attended the same university ( with me ofcourse ). M wanted my number, he told Y to tell Z to talk to me about it. I refused of course, and got into a fight with Z. She acted all wierd on me when I refused.

M got angry or mad or whatever! He started doing silly things just to get my attension. He would park his car behind mine wanting me to talk to him, instead I would go to the cafteria and wait for him to move.. second thing he would stop his car infront of mine whenever i'm looking for a parking spot and refuse to move his car!! and many stupid things ..

One day he scared the shit out of me.. I was leaving the parking lot and going towards the exit.. I found him infront of me .. waited for him to leave from one exit so I'de go the other direction .. in the end we met at the round about! He started speeding and pushing me towards the side walk without touching my car.. he kept on guiding me to the side of the road, we went to a straight road now we both were speeding.. i looked at the mirror to check if anyone was behind me.. i immediatley hit the breaks!! and let him go on ..

The last day of uni.. I was coming out of an exam.. it was at night.. I wanted to exit the parking lot again .. I looked both directions there wasn't any cars coming my way .. when I moved my car.. that honda black honda accord with M in it was speeding to hit my car on the right side .. I screamed and closed my eyes .. when he came so close he STOPPED! and started laughing .. I stared at him scared! I stayed there like a min or so to realize what happened .. then i headed back home ..

Ps: Mr M. It's not a joke ;/

Mr. Hacker

2008-09-19T06:54:00.000-07:00

WOHOOOOOOOOOO I GOT MY EMAIL BACK!! :D

Thanks Mr Hacker for giving me my email back! You know how we got it back? It was my friend who was talking to him, she called me to tell me that he's online in my email, we started flirting with him here and flirting with him there.. and we got the Password ;p

A girls gotta do what a girls gotta do ;$

Mabroooooooook ;*

2008-09-17T14:10:00.000-07:00

Mabrooooooook Yal Malaki ;**

iL fal 7ag il thahaaab inshallah in japan ..!

What more..?

2008-09-16T20:15:00.000-07:00

One of my emails got hacked and stolen! this guy comes out of no where and hacks it! Can this week get any worse? Seriously ppl! ;s

I'm A Failure ..

2008-09-16T00:48:00.000-07:00

I HATE YOU Kuwait Univ .. I hate everything about you!! I hate the drs, the students and even the hallways! What do u want from me? u sucked all my energy, u destroyed my self esteem, you killed every bit of creativity left in me..

Min dashait hal koliya o ana an'6ilim laih mita..?! You made me a failure, no make that A HUGE FAILURE! :(

Brain Ninjas..!!

2008-09-14T22:30:00.000-07:00

I was watching a video on youtube called Brain Ninjas By Dane Cook, You should watch it, he describes us woman as brain ninjas, it's like what ever we say sticks into the guys brain and then explodes causing the guy to go nuts..

In Kuwait I find it the opposite! As I was listening to Dane cook I immediately remembered what happened a few days ago..

I was going to the co-op next to our house to get some groceries, I parked my car and stepped out, as I was getting out i saw three guys coming my way, my eyes caught one of those guy's eyes so i immediately looked in the other direction to avoid eye contact, I locked the car and started walking.. when they came real close, that same guy said in a loud voice "Tara moo layig 3alaich tsogeeen" I ignored him and walked away, and forgot all about it the rest of the day..

As I put my head on my pillow before going to sleep, I remembered his words! And started questioning myself.. WHAT DID HE MEAN!!! am I too short? am I too young? or is it because I'm a girl..?!

Question:

For the girls: Have you ever heard a word from guy that made u think why??
For the guys: Are you the kind that throws words and walk away??

Haircut..?

2008-09-13T07:30:00.000-07:00

I'm bored of my hair! I have long hair almost to my back, and I want to cut it so badly! The thing is I'm scared;/

I want a new look, and everyone told me short hair looks better on me, but I'm not sure I can do it..

This is the cut I'm gonna cut..

What do you guys think .. should I go for it..???

.... And I Cried

2008-09-11T09:41:00.000-07:00

I never told anyone what happened with physics, and what was behind my pure hatred to this subject. I'm sure if i took it any where else other than Kuwait University i would've liked it, no dought it's a boring subject, but what made me hate it even more is this...

As a freshmen student we were obligated to take two physics courses, physics 1 and 2, the first physics teacher was an ASS, he used to snap at us in class as if we're animals infornt of him, he'd tell us to come to him in his office hours and keeps us waiting ,then he doesn't show up. ofcourse that wasn't the bad part..

physics 2 was my nightmare, i had a great dr. he was amazing the whole year! that's what i thought ofcourse, my work for the past course was great and i added up my final grade, as i was walking towards his office to check what i got, having in mind that i'm gonna get a B-..

I looked at the door where he posted the grades, he FAILED ME! I checked my ID number twice, that was really my number! Isaid to myself there has to be a mistake! so i waited for him to arrive, When he finally did, i knocked on the door, as rude as he was he said: "MEEEN? SHIFTO IL DARAJAAAT, SHO TABO MINY YA3NY?!" I was so scared to face him, i felt so weak at the time my eyes were starting to water on me, I entered his office and said: "Dr. why did i get an F? can I please see my final paper?"

He put his legs on the table, and almost shoved them in my face and said: "Asif, hathy draaajtik, sho tabeeny a3milik? kil wa7id ya5ith ily yisti7iqoo, o il awraaaq ma7d yshoofhom, mamnoo3" .. at that moment I lost it! I started crying! and said: "Dr ana mit2aaaakda ina fe shay '3ala6 may9eer F, wily y3afeek shoof iwrigty again!"

Ib kil waqa7a he said: "Mo mishkilty haaay, inty madarastay!" That was it i couldn't hold myself after that, tears like rain were pouring over my cheaks, and started saying stuff i shouldn't have said, but the anger in my voice was eager to come out, i said: "DR!!! Don't tell me i didn't study!!! You have NO IDEA how much i studied for your freakin subject! ba3dain itha taby ta'6limny hatha shay raji3lik akeeeed, o ana mara7 a5ith 7agy minik 7ata law agdar! Allah ya5ith 7agy minik, itha ma it5af miny wala min '3airy 5af min rabik! 7isby allah 3alaik!" and i walked out not even looking at him.

After that i calmed down, I took physics 2 again in the summer and passed it with a good grade, but before that I was waiting for my other dr in the physics department, then comes that dr who failed me with a huge smile on his face and said:"Oh..! Inty hoon, lisa za3lana miny?" than i gave him a dirty look and said: "hehe la2 dr" when in the real world, I was so angry and wanted to chop him into pieces and stick him in a wooden box and throw him in the sea, or better yet take his daughter and tie her up and put her in the basement until he gives me that A or B- that i wanted.

I Miss YOU!!

2008-09-10T10:25:00.001-07:00

All those years I've been listening to my parents say "Allaaah 3ala Ayam il Thanawiya". I would say to myself are you guys serious? HIGH SCHOOL?? The torture, the studying, the homework what's good in that? I was so eager to enter university! Loving the fact that I will have complete freedom and will be able to make my own choices and go on my own terms!

When I got a taste of that freedom, I Loved it! The first week, then the first month! And the whole first course.. It was heaven on earth, With the car and stuff.. Then I got bored ;s It was all catagorized under "RESPONSIBILITY" and that's not fun! It was all about making the right choices, doing the right things.. Then again I MISS MY HIGH SCHOOL YEARS!

I Miss ..

Running around the hallway without a hall pass
Writing our fake passes to the nurse
acting sick whenever we don't feel like going to"ARABIC CLASS"
Using the "Period" excuse not to play PE
Signing progress reports, and bad test scores
Ditching class, and hiding out in the basket ball court or mosque
"Miss Pleeeeeeeeaaaassssee don't give us homewok today!"
Lying to our foreign teachers about our culture, o insawe aflaaam
Setting a frog free in English Class
Getting a 6 paragraph essay on "ANIMAL RIGHTS" as a punishment
Detension, and ecaping them.
In School suspension! best punishment ever! we get to run around the school doing nothing ;D
Singing the national anthom in the morning! Then comes our Arabic teacher, saying crapy "hal ta3lam" stuff.

I Miss you my dearest high school ;**

What about you guys.. High school vs. University?

Porn..! ;s

2008-09-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

So I was googling myself with several nicknames I've used the past years, and the ones I'm mostley known by, As I typed "q8honey" I found a link in the third page I think, where another girl with the same nick posted Dirty dancing/porn vedios, mo5ila liladaaab.

A msg to you miss other "q8honey". STOP POSTING BAD STUFF! I have a reputation here ;s

Doodles..

2008-09-06T20:44:00.000-07:00

I was asked to post some of my work, well unfortunately I havn't been drawing as much lately due to the amount of stress, studying and fatigue situation I was going through, first year was a pain in the neck for all I can say..

lol those were done in physics class, my drawings are all from that dude that has a show on ktv2, I don't know if his show is still on ..

9era3 3ala El Remal..

2008-09-06T12:04:00.000-07:00

Ana gayla mara7 atabi3 mosalsalat ib irmi'6an! Bas mako fayda ithbi7oona it's like ramadan = tv. I know it's wrong! So what if we tried to balance our day, make it 3ibada as much as we can and make room for cooking and watching tv, mosalsala wa7da bas! is that okay? ;/

Is This how we Became?

2008-09-05T02:27:00.000-07:00

As amazed, and angry as I am right now, I couldn't find any answers to my questions. Are we that shallow? And How did we become this way? Why do we judge people on how they look, or on what they wear, or what they have? How did this community change into judgment based on prestige, rank, and wealth? I know I'm asking too many questions, but I'm disgusted by the way most people think now a day in particular! Let me tell you the story behind all this..

As I was going to the tarawee7 yesterday, I wore my 3abat and 7jab and took a small bag that would carry my belongings such as mobile, wallet etc. When we arrived to the closest mosque to our house, I was amazed, well not amazed actually astonished with what I saw! Girls with full make up, 3abat imlawina alwaaan, swaroviski all over the 7jabaat not 9a6ra but three and four, girls wearing 5awaatim o accessories, Chanel, Gucci, Lv bags all over the place!

Come on people! 7ata bil masyad ilnas titshai7a6?! Yayeen ta3bidoon rabkom o titgariboonla wila tikshi5oon, o tgoloon ana 3indy? That's just sick..

I'm Back..

2008-09-04T07:03:00.000-07:00

Hey all I'm back, ee o sa2alny artful itha da3aitlikom, i did! o 3ala hal 6ary let me tell you what happened! So i was ga3da a6oof o ad3y o gilt al7een bad3eelkom, So i said "Yarab itwafig kil il bloggers ily a3arefhom" then bidait a'67ak 3ala roo7y o 7asait kilish mo 3adla! Then I tried to aragi3 il wath3 ishway so i said, "Ya rab ta7fi'6 kil ily a3arifhom o y3arfoony o itwafighom"! Anyways, over all kanat il 3omra good o kil shay kan okay, but the weather was pretty hot and humid! I took some pics ..

some sketches I did in my free time! I was bored to death bil plane i had nothing else to do, i found the waste bag o intaw ibkarama ;p and i opened the shopping magazine and started drawing ;p

yeah this is the view from the hotel room.

on the road ;p Going from makka to jedda in the car, the driver was a maniac ;s i was saying "please god don't let us die now" all the way to the airport ;s

Fi6oor in the 6ayara ;D

Twa9y Shay..

2008-08-30T13:06:00.001-07:00

Hello, First, 7abait agool likom Kil 3am o intaw ibkhair o Imbarak 3alaikom il shahar. Allah yitqabal i9yamkom inshallah o y3ooda 3alaina. Second, Inshallah i'm going to KSA soon for about 3 or 4 days 7ag il 3omra.. So i'll be taking a break for a few days. (min kithir postaty 3ad ;p) anyways, Twa9oon 3ala shay? la yridkom ila ilsankom ;*

Vectoria Secret?

2008-08-30T01:36:00.000-07:00

Hey, I was reading the "50 things Girls wish guys knew" Group in facebook. LOL It's hillarious!and this point really cracked me up.

"If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us to dress like Victoria Secret models."

So true! I mean where can u find a Mc Dreamy Kuwaity version?

Change..

2008-08-29T03:17:00.000-07:00

BOO!

Hello once again, so here's the thing..Have you ever thought of what ur dream life would be? if u were given a chance to change what, where, and how u're living.. as a change ya3ny..I'm sure we're all happy with our lives o inshallah mo nagi9na shay bas i mean for me,I've always thought of living in New York as a successful buisnesswoman, with a long black coat up to the knees along with a scarf that matches the shoes and a hot vanilla late take away from starbucks, late for work in the morning, hailing TAXI! I know, i've been told ina u have kilshay here o kilshay mitwafir why work ur ass ib new york? Madry i always wanted to try that ;p

So, what would ur lives be, if u were given that chance to change?

Why Women LOVE Shoes?

2008-08-28T03:05:00.000-07:00

Why do women love shoes so much? Or the real question is.. why do I spend my money on shoes? (so2al obooy). Him having 6 girls and a wife that love shoes made him curious I guess. He couldn't understand what it is with SHOES! Every time we go shopping we come back with a new pair of shoes, and the excitement never stops after buying new pairs each time. I sat there thinking, and actually searching in Google! Why SHOES!!! The reasons are..

1) Black shoes- women should have at least 3 pairs of black shoes! why? because they get damaged easily, o il'3bar yatlif il dinya here!

2) Variety- tanwee3! for us women, we have to dress appropriately for every occasion or place! that means, more clothes, more colors, and more shoes that match!

3) Shoppaholics- most woman go crazy when they see the DISCOUNT sign! or buy two get one free! that's what i call a women magnet..

4) Comfort- we can't just buy high heels, we need flats too!

5) Quality- Well made shoes stay a long, long time! those can be kept! If not, we buy others to replace the damaged ones! Oh yeah, and if u're in Kuwait university, u'll probably need 100kd per month for just shoes! from the amount of walking each day on unstable ground with 7ofar o gaar imkasar o bowaleee3 it3alig feeha ur shoes! "AAAGH" that's just annoying!

6) Attractive- shoes are just attractive, u see them on the rack in the shop, u buy them!

So, that's about it with the reasons and it's the first time i actually gave it some thought, I hope they were convincing enough ;p

Trust..

2008-08-27T03:19:00.000-07:00

Hey Bloggers, I'm out of words! No real reason for posting this post, but I was in a pretty bad shape last night, and angry for a lot of reasons that I forgot most of them. Plus, lots of drama happened, my sister had a seizure if that's what they call it, I'm not sure. Our hearts almost stopped! I made her sleep the night in my room so I could keep an eye on her until the next day comes, I didn't get much sleep. Instead, I listened to my ipod and started drawing. Anyhow! I kind of lost my drawing skills so I started scribbling using pastels; I got the idea of this "piece" from an old avatar I saw a few months back. So much for "out of words" huh? ;p

"Self-trust is the first secret of success" - Ralph Waldo Emerson.

Why..?

2008-08-26T03:29:00.000-07:00

what i can't seem to understand is why people always leave? is it something we should be prepared to face in our lives, or is it always bound to happen? why can't we just find the person we like and be friends no attachments, no problems, no complications involved? Is it that hard to ask for, or is it impossible to find? I'm not sure i could live without a friend that lends me a shoulder when ever i cry, a friend that lends me a hand whenever i need help. If only i could understand the reason behind all this, maybe i could cope with what's happening. Although it's hard enough for me right now to just think of a reason, especially that friends usually stick by each other no matter what happens! I'd like to pretend that what i heard was an illusion, unfortunately i can't. Things don't always happen as planned, that i understand! and not all we want, we can get, that i understand as well! But that certainly doesn't mean it's the end! Why close the door when it's already half closed, why not let it be that way and take advantage of the half open?

Finally, to whom I'm talking about, changing is entirely ur choice, being a different person isn't going to help though, I'm sorry i lost a friend that i thought i'de never loose, thinking u'll always be the person i turn to for help and company, i guess i was wrong. What surprised me the most is that u're the first person who knows how this feels. Being left alone without a reasonable excuse. So, if this is how it's going to be from now on, i want you to know that, u're the best thing that ever happened to me.

"What hurts the most was being so close, and having so much to say and watching you walk away" - Rascal flatts

Crossroad..

2008-08-25T08:36:00.000-07:00

"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad, afraid, confused, without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back."

- Lucas, One Tree Hill

I'm In Love..

2008-08-24T02:14:00.000-07:00

Twilight by Stephenie Meyer, is a book that i wasn't planning to read if it wasn't for my whining sister. I'm not much of a reader at all, unlike my sister who reads anything on paper, scratch that, she reads anything period. She started bugging me over and over again "Taraa hal kitaaaab 3ajeeeb, wallah wallah igreeeh!" and I would ignore her until I got fed up with the nagging! I took the book and promised to read it, that day I opened the book and started reading, I couldn't stop, I kept on reading and reading. At the back of the book it describes the book as "Deeply seductive and extraordinarily suspenseful, Twilight is a love story with bite." and people it's so true! I didn't finish reading the story yet, but I can tell u one fact, I'm in love with the character Edward Cullen! yeah yeah I know he's a fictional character, so that makes two fictional characters that I'm obsessed with, sponge bob square pants and Edward Cullen. Now I can see why it was given the title "Best book of the Decade"! You guys should read it.
Ps: I DID NOT FINISH THE BOOK! so, if anyone did read it, please don't say anything about what's gonna happen ;p

Random

2008-08-22T11:10:00.000-07:00

I LOVE..

mummy, daddy, family, DRAWING, music, art, designing, colours, PAINT, photoshop, sponge bob, boxers, CHOCOLATE, patrick dempcey, romance, Mc DREAMY, mac steamy, grey's anatomy, movies, talking, lost, swimming, tanning, joking, laughing, orange, pasta, RASHED AL-MAJID, simple plan, linkin park, BRYAN ADAMS, abdulmajeed abdullah, nawal, cooking, eating, singing, QADSIYA, barcelona, juventus, celine dion, il jasmi, shoes, shoes, SHOES, shoes, shopping, shopping, SHOPPING, internet, SPA, peaceful quiet, YOGA, sports, basket ball, soccer, VOLLEYBALL, poems, coffee, tea, facebook, flickr, DeviantART...

I HATE ..

physics, physics, physics, PHYSICS, PHYSICS, and what else? Yeah .. PHYSICS!!

George Eat Me ..

2008-08-22T04:41:00.000-07:00

Man George Clooney is HOTT! He gets sexier and sexier as he ages.. 9idag min samaah George "ekloony"! i'll be glad to eat him ;p

........It Pissed Me Off!!

2008-08-21T19:41:00.000-07:00

Hey once again, remind me not to try using HTML codes ever again! Wallah il 3a'6eeem ba'3ait afla3 il Laptop bil 6ooofa ams bilail..!! Kil ma asawe shay 9a7 another thing yi5tirib! I stayed up until 3 il fayer trying to figure out how the damn thing works! All I wanted was a stupid template =( lol ma boga a7ad ma 7a6ait 7arity feeh, Ib msn my status was busy so here comes my friend saying...

_______________

My Friend: 3ishtaaaaaaaw busy ba3ad madry 3ala shnoo

Me: I'm working

My Friend: 7arakat.. working ba3ad! working 3ala shnoooo?

Me: Can't u see i'm BUSY!!! BUSY ma3nanata MASH'3OOOLA!!

My Friend: a39aaabich bas!

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After that .. i finally figured how it's done, well i think i did! Bas sh3ogba?? 3ogob ma 7aaaashny this severe headache..!! ilmohim, so i closed the freakin laptop and headed to bed, as i went to put my head on my sweet cushy pillow, i remembered my friend ily nafast 3alaiha so BADLY! I called her up, told her i was sorry, she forgived me ofcourse :$ and i lived happily ever after...

Not ;/!

Mission Accomplished!

2008-08-21T07:21:00.000-07:00

Wohooooooooooo..!! I did it this time, yesterday was a total disaster, it just prooves the saying, too many cooks spoil the broth. Oh and this time i made some chocolate iceing to go on top. Mission accomplished!

An Attempt .. FAILED!

2008-08-20T09:51:00.000-07:00

Hehehe (a) .. Hey Ya'll! Here's the thing, I tried and I failed.. PRETTY BAD! What I was trying to do was bake some muffins, u know having a lot of time on ur hands could be very boring! so here i am going to the kitchen, setting up my ingredients and apparatus! Then comes my sis offering some help, i welcomed her to join me! Her roll was to read the method, i went along with it when i noticed half way through the cooking that all she was doing was reading the ingredients in ORDER! I was such a dummy that i mixed everything at once with the blender ;s! Clumsy huh? Anyways... At the end it turned out fine, not the Martha Stewart result though, but it was okay lol.

Ps. I'm not gonna give up on cooking .. NOT YET (a)!

Wrong Place, Wrong Time

2008-08-20T04:44:00.000-07:00

Hey again, I was snooping around in my email as usual and guess what i found ^_^! Yeah something to share.. but before that, I wanna quote someone lol

"too much in 1st post tell me one good reason y I want to come here again ;p"

Okay, so i'll cut the long story short next time! :$ ANYHOW, back to wrong place at the wrong time ;p Imagine you're going on a cruse in ur car, or better yet a saphari. When suddenly "CAPPAAAW" ...

ur tires crashed down on u and u get a flat tire! but wait, that's not the best part (a)! the car starts shaking!! u look out the window...

Yup, Lions! Talk about wrong timing huh!

Desert Cappuccino..!

2008-08-19T05:05:00.000-07:00

How about that huh?
Hot, creamy cappuccino in the morning with the daily newspaper on the side! I can't imagine anything better :$ That's a cappuccino in any indoor place! but have u ever seen a desert cappuccino..?! Well, I did! I just recieved an email two days ago and I just had to write something about it! To be frank i was fascinated and at the same time i had a big laugh about it! Right out of the camel! or a goat, Whatever! But that is what i would call a "Tib-puccino" Enjoy!

Masquerade

2008-08-17T21:33:00.000-07:00

As I was listening to simple plan, It caught my ear when they said, and I quote, "Here we are preteding we're ok, The life we're living, It's all masquerade!" I sat there, as my eyes started staring in blank space, and thoughts floating around in my head, so i thought to myself, why not write a blog. You may think I'm exaggerating but I'm not.

Masquerade - a) A costume party at which masks are worn; a masked ball. Also called masque.
b) A disguise or false outward show; a pretense: a masquerade of humility.

Ironic isn't it? How people seem to have many faces, depending on how many masks a person could own? Some masks are clear, some are gold, some are small and others are big! They come in shapes, sizes and colors, those characteristics differ by preference. As for life, the characteristic scale changes but the concept and purpose stay undeniable. That scale is judged by loyalty and betrayal, honesty and lies, caring and uncaring, and other human traits!

I grew up thinking that people are good!, but growing up taught me that the word "good" is over rated, and people are not like how they appear. The question is who gets to decide what is "good" or who is "good"! Is there some kind of chart with a 1 to 10 rules on being good? I don't think so, if we were to say that people ARE GOOD, then the definition of "good" would be back stabbing, lying, gossiping, bullying and hatred..

Back stabbing, I'm guessing no one denies the fact that there is a huge number of back stabbers and betrayers out there, you and I may not be one of those back stabbers, but that still doesn't mean that we're angels. Many people suffered from betrayals, lies and other "good stuff".

Lying, there's no such thing as a white or innocent lie. Once a lie is told, then it's a lie! No matter how white, or how innocent it may sound, it leads to trouble one way or another, it starts tiny, then small, then bigger, and bigger until it gets to a point where it becomes a mess, "good stuff"

Gossiping, or in other words lying. Gossiping eats you alive! no matter how untrue the things that are said, it haunts a person where ever he goes! Thinking he's not good enough, thinking that people are talking about every step he takes and every move he makes! This gets him insecure! And yet again it leads to bullying.

Bullying in the other hand, is the result of all the above! All it does is, it makes a person hate himself completely and who ever surrounds him therefore that leads to hatred! "Good stuff" huh? As for hatred, this word about sums how people are living these days!

Is that what we want to replace the meaning of "good" with? Because obviously that is what everyone is trying to do, not forgetting the fact that people still hate for other reasons! Like racism and religion.. So, NO we're not okay! And we ARE living in a masquerade. Where we think highly of a person, and then we end up disappointed in whom that person really turns out to be.

So, don't ever be fooled by the mask! There's always a person under it ..

First Blog

2008-08-17T10:28:00.000-07:00

I'll start this blog by saying that, I have no idea why I opened this blogspot in the first place, and probably no one is reading it, but I think that i need a place to express myself! tell u my deepest, darkest secrets. Naaah, lol i just need to practice my "English"! Yes, english is my second language. Since I started attending Kuwait university, my english started to fade! I started to panic! I studied this language more than 12 years! and i'm not willing to let all that just slip away that easily! anyways, enough of the blabbering!

I'm a girl, or a woman, whatever! That's not the point, I'm a female from a country of show offs! Kuwait, don't get me wrong, i love my country and i like showing off lol. But if i'm writing a blog, might as well write something true, don't u think? Anyways, Kuwait is in the middle east, beside our beloved neighbours Saudi Arabia. All the countries pretty much hate us for some reason, i really don't know why? That's a question I'll try to find out soon, and write about in my later blogs. From what i see, Kuwaities are pretty kind! okay, they can be a pain in the a** sometimes or most of the time, they might think they're better than everyone! but deep down they like to help! trust me they do! enough about kuwait now.

About me, I have intersers like all people i guess. I love drawing, sketching and stuff. I entered an Art compitition in the SAS Hotel, I didn't win but i was runner up though. It actually felt good to be a runner up in my first attempt! Although i wanted more, i guess we shouldn't be greedy about stuff, we just need to accept things the way they are and think that things happen for a good cause. Then i found myself doing good with photoshop, and i liked it! I started doing logos for companies, assosiations, and groups.

As for where i study, i'm an Engineering student in Kuwait Univesity. Not much things to say here exept that i hate it! I really, really, really HATE IT! Not the major, no! The University just sucks! that would be a another blog! I mean seriousley, there's alot of hate to that university lol, and i need to TALK ppl ;p!

So i think that about sums up who, what, where i am! see you soon in my other blogs, I hope i didn't bore anyone with my life story, Not so interesing i know lol, but that's what i've got right now.