Hello, First, 7abait agool likom Kil 3am o intaw ibkhair o Imbarak 3alaikom il shahar. Allah yitqabal i9yamkom inshallah o y3ooda 3alaina. Second, Inshallah i'm going to KSA soon for about 3 or 4 days 7ag il 3omra.. So i'll be taking a break for a few days. (min kithir postaty 3ad ;p) anyways, Twa9oon 3ala shay? la yridkom ila ilsankom ;*
Hello once again, so here's the thing..Have you ever thought of what ur dream life would be? if u were given a chance to change what, where, and how u're living.. as a change ya3ny..I'm sure we're all happy with our lives o inshallah mo nagi9na shay bas i mean for me,I've always thought of living in New York as a successful buisnesswoman, with along black coat up to the knees along with ascarf that matches the shoes anda hot vanilla late take away from starbucks, late for work in the morning, hailing TAXI! I know, i've been told ina u have kilshay here o kilshay mitwafir why work ur ass ib new york? Madry i always wanted to try that ;p
So, what would ur lives be, if u were given that chance to change?
Why do women love shoes so much? Or the real question is.. why do I spend my money on shoes? (so2al obooy). Him having 6 girls and a wife that love shoes made him curious I guess. He couldn't understand what it is with SHOES! Every time we go shopping we come back with a new pair of shoes, and the excitement never stops after buying new pairs each time. I sat there thinking, and actually searching in Google! Why SHOES!!! The reasons are..
1)Black shoes- women should have at least 3 pairs of black shoes! why? because they get damaged easily, o il'3bar yatlif il dinya here!
2)Variety- tanwee3! for us women, we have to dress appropriately for every occasion or place! that means, more clothes, more colors, and more shoes that match!
3)Shoppaholics- most woman go crazy when they see the DISCOUNT sign! or buy two get one free! that's what i call a women magnet..
4)Comfort- we can't just buy high heels, we need flats too!
5)Quality- Well made shoes stay a long, long time! those can be kept! If not, we buy others to replace the damaged ones! Oh yeah, and if u're in Kuwait university, u'll probably need 100kd per month for just shoes! from the amount of walking each day on unstable ground with 7ofar o gaar imkasar o bowaleee3 it3alig feeha ur shoes! "AAAGH" that's just annoying!
6)Attractive- shoes are just attractive, u see them on the rack in the shop, u buy them!
So, that's about it with the reasons and it's the first time i actually gave it some thought, I hope they were convincing enough ;p
Hey Bloggers, I'm out of words! No real reason for posting this post, but I was in a pretty bad shape last night, and angry for a lot of reasons that I forgot most of them. Plus, lots of drama happened, my sister had a seizure if that's what they call it, I'm not sure. Our hearts almost stopped! I made her sleep the night in my room so I could keep an eye on her until the next day comes, I didn't get much sleep. Instead, I listened to my ipod and started drawing. Anyhow! I kind of lost my drawing skills so I started scribbling using pastels; I got the idea of this "piece" from an old avatar I saw a few months back. So much for "out of words" huh? ;p
"Self-trust is the first secret of success" - Ralph Waldo Emerson.
what i can't seem to understand is why people always leave? is it something we should be prepared to face in our lives, or is it always bound to happen? why can't we just find the person we like and be friends no attachments, no problems, no complications involved? Is it that hard to ask for, or is it impossible to find? I'm not sure i could live without a friend that lends me a shoulder when ever i cry, a friend that lends me a hand whenever i need help. If only i could understand the reason behind all this, maybe i could cope with what's happening. Although it's hard enough for me right now to just think of a reason, especially that friends usually stick by each other no matter what happens! I'd like to pretend that what i heard was an illusion, unfortunately i can't. Things don't always happen as planned, that i understand! and not all we want, we can get, that i understand as well! But that certainly doesn't mean it's the end! Why close the door when it's already half closed, why not let it be that way and take advantage of the half open?
Finally, to whom I'm talking about, changing is entirely ur choice, being a different person isn't going to help though, I'm sorry i lost a friend that i thought i'de never loose, thinking u'll always be the person i turn to for help and company, i guess i was wrong. What surprised me the most is that u're the first person who knows how this feels. Being left alone without a reasonable excuse. So, if this is how it's going to be from now on, i want you to know that, u're the best thing that ever happened to me.
"What hurts the most was being so close, and having so much to say and watching you walk away" - Rascal flatts
"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad, afraid, confused, without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back."
Twilight by Stephenie Meyer, is a book that i wasn't planning to read if it wasn't for my whining sister. I'm not much of a reader at all, unlike my sister who reads anything on paper, scratch that, she reads anything period. She started bugging me over and over again "Taraa hal kitaaaab 3ajeeeb, wallah wallah igreeeh!" and I would ignore her until I got fed up with the nagging! I took the book and promised to read it, that day I opened the book and started reading, I couldn't stop, I kept on reading and reading. At the back of the book it describes the book as "Deeply seductive and extraordinarily suspenseful, Twilight is a love story with bite." and people it's so true! I didn't finish reading the story yet, but I can tell u one fact, I'm in love with the character Edward Cullen! yeah yeah I know he's a fictional character, so that makes two fictional characters that I'm obsessed with, sponge bob square pants and Edward Cullen. Now I can see why it was given the title "Best book of the Decade"! You guys should read it. Ps: I DID NOT FINISH THE BOOK! so, if anyone did read it, please don't say anything about what's gonna happen ;p
Hey once again, remind me not to try using HTML codes ever again! Wallah il 3a'6eeem ba'3ait afla3 il Laptop bil 6ooofa ams bilail..!! Kil ma asawe shay 9a7 another thing yi5tirib! I stayed up until 3 il fayer trying to figure out how the damn thing works! All I wanted was a stupid template =( lol ma boga a7ad ma 7a6ait 7arity feeh, Ib msn my status was busy so here comes my friend saying...
My Friend: 3ishtaaaaaaaw busy ba3ad madry 3ala shnoo
Me: I'm working
My Friend: 7arakat.. working ba3ad! working 3ala shnoooo?
Me: Can't u see i'm BUSY!!! BUSY ma3nanata MASH'3OOOLA!!
My Friend: a39aaabich bas!
After that .. i finally figured how it's done, well i think i did! Bas sh3ogba?? 3ogob ma 7aaaashny this severe headache..!! ilmohim, so i closed the freakin laptop and headed to bed, as i went to put my head on my sweet cushy pillow, i remembered my friend ily nafast 3alaiha so BADLY! I called her up, told her i was sorry, she forgived me ofcourse :$ and i lived happily ever after...
Wohooooooooooo..!! I did it this time, yesterday was a total disaster, it just prooves the saying, too many cooks spoil the broth. Oh and this time i made some chocolate iceing to go on top. Mission accomplished!
Hehehe (a) .. Hey Ya'll! Here's the thing, I tried and I failed.. PRETTY BAD! What I was trying to do was bake some muffins, u know having a lot of time on ur hands could be very boring! so here i am going to the kitchen, setting up my ingredients and apparatus! Then comes my sis offering some help, i welcomed her to join me! Her roll was to read the method, i went along with it when i noticed half way through the cooking that all she was doing was reading the ingredients in ORDER! I was such a dummy that i mixed everything at once with the blender ;s! Clumsy huh? Anyways... At the end it turned out fine, not the Martha Stewart result though, but it was okay lol.
Ps. I'm not gonna give up on cooking .. NOT YET (a)!
How about that huh? Hot, creamy cappuccino in the morning with the daily newspaper on the side! I can't imagine anything better :$ That's a cappuccino in any indoor place! but have u ever seen a desert cappuccino..?! Well, I did! I just recieved an email two days ago and I just had to write something about it! To be frank i was fascinated and at the same time i had a big laugh about it! Right out of the camel! or a goat, Whatever! But that is what i would call a "Tib-puccino" Enjoy!
As I was listening to simple plan, It caught my ear when they said, and I quote, "Here we are preteding we're ok, The life we're living, It's all masquerade!" I sat there, as my eyes started staring in blank space, and thoughts floating around in my head, so i thought to myself, why not write a blog. You may think I'm exaggerating but I'm not. Masquerade - a) A costume party at which masks are worn; a masked ball. Also called masque. b) A disguise or false outward show; a pretense: a masquerade of humility.
Ironic isn't it? How people seem to have many faces, depending on how many masks a person could own? Some masks are clear, some are gold, some are small and others are big! They come in shapes, sizes and colors, those characteristics differ by preference. As for life, the characteristic scale changes but the concept and purpose stay undeniable. That scale is judged by loyalty and betrayal, honesty and lies, caring and uncaring, and other human traits!
I grew up thinking that people are good!, but growing up taught me that the word "good" is over rated, and people are not like how they appear. The question is who gets to decide what is "good" or who is "good"! Is there some kind of chart with a 1 to 10 rules on being good? I don't think so, if we were to say that people ARE GOOD, then the definition of "good" would be back stabbing, lying, gossiping, bullying and hatred..
Back stabbing, I'm guessing no one denies the fact that there is a huge number of back stabbers and betrayers out there, you and I may not be one of those back stabbers, but that still doesn't mean that we're angels. Many people suffered from betrayals, lies and other "good stuff".
Lying, there's no such thing as a white or innocent lie. Once a lie is told, then it's a lie! No matter how white, or how innocent it may sound, it leads to trouble one way or another, it starts tiny, then small, then bigger, and bigger until it gets to a point where it becomes a mess, "good stuff"
Gossiping, or in other words lying. Gossiping eats you alive! no matter how untrue the things that are said, it haunts a person where ever he goes! Thinking he's not good enough, thinking that people are talking about every step he takes and every move he makes! This gets him insecure! And yet again it leads to bullying.
Bullying in the other hand, is the result of all the above! All it does is, it makes a person hate himself completely and who ever surrounds him therefore that leads to hatred! "Good stuff" huh? As for hatred, this word about sums how people are living these days! Is that what we want to replace the meaning of "good" with? Because obviously that is what everyone is trying to do, not forgetting the fact that people still hate for other reasons! Like racism and religion.. So, NO we're not okay! And we ARE living in a masquerade. Where we think highly of a person, and then we end up disappointed in whom that person really turns out to be.
So, don't ever be fooled by the mask! There's always a person under it ..
I'll start this blog by saying that, I have no idea why I opened this blogspot in the first place, and probably no one is reading it, but I think that i need a place to express myself! tell u my deepest, darkest secrets. Naaah, lol i just need to practice my "English"! Yes, english is my second language. Since I started attending Kuwait university, my english started to fade! I started to panic! I studied this language more than 12 years! and i'm not willing to let all that just slip away that easily! anyways, enough of the blabbering!
I'm a girl, or a woman, whatever! That's not the point, I'm a female from a country of show offs! Kuwait, don't get me wrong, i love my country and i like showing off lol. But if i'm writing a blog, might as well write something true, don't u think? Anyways, Kuwait is in the middle east, beside our beloved neighbours Saudi Arabia. All the countries pretty much hate us for some reason, i really don't know why? That's a question I'll try to find out soon, and write about in my later blogs. From what i see, Kuwaities are pretty kind! okay, they can be a pain in the a** sometimes or most of the time, they might think they're better than everyone! but deep down they like to help! trust me they do! enough about kuwait now.
About me, I have intersers like all people i guess. I love drawing, sketching and stuff. I entered an Art compitition in the SAS Hotel, I didn't win but i was runner up though. It actually felt good to be a runner up in my first attempt! Although i wanted more, i guess we shouldn't be greedy about stuff, we just need to accept things the way they are and think that things happen for a good cause. Then i found myself doing good with photoshop, and i liked it! I started doing logos for companies, assosiations, and groups.
As for where i study, i'm an Engineering student in Kuwait Univesity. Not much things to say here exept that i hate it! I really, really, really HATE IT! Not the major, no! The University just sucks! that would be a another blog! I mean seriousley, there's alot of hate to that university lol, and i need to TALK ppl ;p!
So i think that about sums up who, what, where i am! see you soon in my other blogs, I hope i didn't bore anyone with my life story, Not so interesing i know lol, but that's what i've got right now.